| CAT | The desire was not directed at the unknown thug who had sent a bullet
through the boy's body, or at the looting bureaucrats who had hired the
thug to do it, but at the boy's teachers who had delivered him, disarmed,
to the thug's gun--at the soft, safe assassins of college classrooms who,
incompetent to answer the queries of a quest for reason, took pleasure
in crippling the young minds entrusted to their care.
Somewhere, he thought, there was this boy's mother, who had trembled with protective concern over his groping steps, while teaching him to walk, who had measured his baby formulas with a jeweler's caution, who had obeyed with a zealot's fervor the latest words of science on his diet and hygiene, protecting his unhardened body from germs--then had sent him to be turned into a tortured neurotic by the men who taught him that he had no mind and must never attempt to think. Had she fed him tainted refuse, he thought, had she mixed poison into his food, it would have been more kind and less fatal. |